[ The particulars, huh... a morbidly curious part of him wonders what Siobhan was trying to tell them in the meantime. ]
I will be the first to admit that it was cowardly for me to do so. As much as I had reason, it does not erase that fact, and I have no choice but to live with that shame.
[ He shrugs. ] I ask that you not think too harshly of Ayaka. It became clear after we "escaped" during the fire that she did not remember exactly what happened.
And I get the feeling that for someone like yourself, living with such a shame for that cowardly action is its own form of punishment.
[ there's some silence from sabo as he thinks over richard's "request" and finds it interesting. their whole dynamic is interesting, and fortunately for richard there's little for him to worry about. ]
Ayaka thinks little of herself and judges her actions far more harshly than anyone else could feasibly do. Saying anything else or adding even more to that weight she carries would be cruel.
[ WHAT'S BETTER THAN THIS. JUST GUY (and a hat) BEING DUDES. ]
You would be correct.
[ There's some comfort that Sabo gets it, on some level. He doesn't really care what other people think about him or how he goes about things, but just an understanding does more that he expected. ]
She's been carrying a great deal of guilt with her since I was summoned. I'd rather mitigate anything more as much as I can, even if it ends up being directed towards me instead.
[ as far as popular opinion goes, sabo's stance is likely to be fairly unpopular when things are said and done but what's new in his life. he lives for unpopular opinions.
and sabo can't help but chuckle when richard so casually tells him how he would be fine with shouldering everything and anything else that came their way. good intentions that also, ironically, add to her guilt. ]
...and maybe she'll learn to allow herself to accept that instead of feeling guilt over it. It's not a weakness to rely on someone when you need to.
[ ... ]
Maybe you should aim to balance things out by embarrassing her more! Offer a proper public performance once we've settled things.
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I will be the first to admit that it was cowardly for me to do so. As much as I had reason, it does not erase that fact, and I have no choice but to live with that shame.
[ He shrugs. ] I ask that you not think too harshly of Ayaka. It became clear after we "escaped" during the fire that she did not remember exactly what happened.
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And I get the feeling that for someone like yourself, living with such a shame for that cowardly action is its own form of punishment.
[ there's some silence from sabo as he thinks over richard's "request" and finds it interesting. their whole dynamic is interesting, and fortunately for richard there's little for him to worry about. ]
Ayaka thinks little of herself and judges her actions far more harshly than anyone else could feasibly do. Saying anything else or adding even more to that weight she carries would be cruel.
I'd rather she learn to forgive herself.
[ as weird as that probably sounds?? ]
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You would be correct.
[ There's some comfort that Sabo gets it, on some level. He doesn't really care what other people think about him or how he goes about things, but just an understanding does more that he expected. ]
She's been carrying a great deal of guilt with her since I was summoned. I'd rather mitigate anything more as much as I can, even if it ends up being directed towards me instead.
[ He doesn't mind. ]
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and sabo can't help but chuckle when richard so casually tells him how he would be fine with shouldering everything and anything else that came their way. good intentions that also, ironically, add to her guilt. ]
...and maybe she'll learn to allow herself to accept that instead of feeling guilt over it. It's not a weakness to rely on someone when you need to.
[ ... ]
Maybe you should aim to balance things out by embarrassing her more! Offer a proper public performance once we've settled things.
[ smiles. ]