Be more specific with your definition.

[She's pretty aware of the hilarity of the image and also with the weird boundaries of her capyabra-possessing existence.]

Ish's gambit the first week was more effective than I'd like to admit. [She sounds a little rueful but also pensive.] Of course, I didn't take stock of what he was really doing at the time.

I wonder... should I have allowed myself to care for even one of you?

[Maybe she does... want to be here, that is. And maybe she hates that.]