... I was scared to see their faces. How they might look at me. Cain and G'raha... are important to me, they're my friends, and blades are meant to protect others. Protect the people you care about.
[ So stabbing Cain was the opposite of that, even if he understood in the end. At the time... It was frightening. ]
I've never hurt a friend before. Even if I was angry, or hurt, my first thought wouldn't be to lash out at them, but at myself.
cw self harm implication
What's it matter now anyway. ]
... I was scared to see their faces. How they might look at me. Cain and G'raha... are important to me, they're my friends, and blades are meant to protect others. Protect the people you care about.
[ So stabbing Cain was the opposite of that, even if he understood in the end. At the time... It was frightening. ]
I've never hurt a friend before. Even if I was angry, or hurt, my first thought wouldn't be to lash out at them, but at myself.