[ she wants to say that she doesn't feel like she did any good, but that fact is already more than obvious in the way that she had just been openly sobbing no more than 10 minutes ago.
she leans her head against the backrest of the sofa, staring up at the ceiling and closing her eyes. upon immediately seeing the same fast forwarded scene that's been practically burned into the backs of her eyelids, she opens them, and turns towards saber. ]
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[ siobhan called him an attack dog. chara called him a weapon. ayaka doesn't want to see him as either, but considering that saber has never refuted either statement, she wonders just how he feels about it. she called herself his master, but... is she actually fit to do this? ]
Saber... [ she's not naive. but her desire to escape from those agonizing moments is blocking her memory. she has seen his memories and she knows what he was capable of. if saber had come before everyone else had woken up, then... ] Was I the one that killed Siobhan?
[ regardless of the answer, the result remains the same. siobhan is dead, and she's responsible for it, one way or another. whether it's by landing the killing blow or by forcing saber to be in the position of having to take her out of her misery. ]
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she leans her head against the backrest of the sofa, staring up at the ceiling and closing her eyes. upon immediately seeing the same fast forwarded scene that's been practically burned into the backs of her eyelids, she opens them, and turns towards saber. ]
...
[ siobhan called him an attack dog. chara called him a weapon. ayaka doesn't want to see him as either, but considering that saber has never refuted either statement, she wonders just how he feels about it. she called herself his master, but... is she actually fit to do this? ]
Saber... [ she's not naive. but her desire to escape from those agonizing moments is blocking her memory. she has seen his memories and she knows what he was capable of. if saber had come before everyone else had woken up, then... ] Was I the one that killed Siobhan?
[ regardless of the answer, the result remains the same. siobhan is dead, and she's responsible for it, one way or another. whether it's by landing the killing blow or by forcing saber to be in the position of having to take her out of her misery. ]